My profile is one of a person who avoids conflict and does what is necessary for peace to prevail. It is why I suppose it took my profilers off guard when I suddenly began to initate conflict at an expert level. As is, it is currently very difficult for me to be connected to my previous social support structure from Nigeria. I have initiated expert level (protocoled) conflict with key players in this realm and with good reason. I am a card-carrying Westerner. I have made my decision. It does not mean that being a dual-citizen of Nigeria and the U.S. is enough. Certainly not. Like Adama says, "I'm replacing my roots." So I've set out on this explorer's journey, leaving my family and social structures behind because I do not agree with them fundamentally on a moral basis. As for my expertize in conflicts, my prior life was a ruse. I am a warrior by nature. I just needed space to materialize, to be honest about how much energy I'd expend changing what I didnt' like about the world in which I live, or being the change.
One of the things that has come about as a direct result of this conflict is a female figure by the name of Jade of Babylon. To me, Jade represents the face of the girlfriend or wife I will be satisfied with. That, with a few things rearranged here and there, I could be dating the real Jade is interesting. But that's not what I'm looking for. I just wanted Olodumare to prove to me that I can get married to a woman whose depth would show in her beauty. Jade Cole's does, so Olodumare has proved his point. It IS possible. I just have to have faith. Otherwise, so many women are now calling me it is impossible not to consider life as a lover. A real one.
Thursday, February 22, 2007
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